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delights (likes) - seeing the people I love, it fills me with a feeling I can only describe as happiness.
enjoyments (likes) - Zuka, Medkit, BB (boombox), Rocket, Vinestaff (characters from phighting) are character I like, Medstaff is a comfort ship of mine, though I do not wish to see it cannon.
them (likes) - these are the people I personally have grown close to; I love them all each way they are different from one another, their likes or dislikes, their personality. All of it is unique to them. Thats what I love so dearly about them, is how diverse they can be from one another, I love them for the way they are.
me (likes) - I would describe myself as a type of quaint man if I may, people are most definitely similar in someways to me, whether that be having emotional numbness, depression, anxiety, (etcetera) in common.
you (likes) - people can be either some of the sweetest or sourest individuals you could ever encounter. It can be a risky gamble, yet most often it can lead to a positive outcome.
clothes (likes) - I tend to enjoy larger clothes, perhaps it is dysphoria, but I have grown attached to a hoodie of mine, I have not taken it off often not even in 100* fahrenheit. It is like a comforting presence, the softness lost, replaced by a rougher texture which oddly I enjoy.
thoughts (likes) - despite everything it is still me. The negative, or positive it all still ends up being me, I do not change, just improve.
tasks (likes) - traditional art will always hold a place in my heart, the way I can control the pencil the way the pencil can flow on a paper, it is all in my control, whilst a more digital approach with a mouse or finger is harder to predict where the lines may end up.
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interested in learning korean, mandarin, and polish !!
gloom (dislikes) - sunny days, despite the research make me feel in a dimmer mood, which could be due to heat or just the feeling on my skin
woe (dislikes) - losing those who I have grown close too, it strikes a feeling of grief into my heart, those who have lead me on, I have indeed cried over, despite them being a 'bad' person.
anguish (dislikes) - being used, it is like having your heart torn out. You can love someone all of that person to leave, a empty pit left in its place of that persons so called "love."
distress (dislikes) - stalkers, they are not fun to deal with, people who use others to get closer to an individual is a type of person I personally would consider to be a stalker.
trauma (dislikes) - my family is not the best, I have experience abuse, verbal and physical.
misery (dislikes) - I am pressured by my father to come back to him, yet I can see through his facade. I refuse to go back to that abuse, yet my sister lives with him so I must go back ... one day.
affliction (dislikes) - dysphoria is something I deal with a lot, I take many measures to help with it, but it still remains, a little voice in the back of my head insulting me; overall making me feel disgusting each time I dared look into the mirror to see my reflection.
torment (dislikes) - my mind is a constant tormenting figure in my life; I have found myself even gaining an addiction to pain, the feeling is so pleasurable that I have the need to hurt myself. I've rejected that urge for many, many years. though recently it caught up to me.
complaint (dislikes) - I have found myself hating it when other friends of mine talk negatively about another one of my friends behind their back, it makes me feel uncomfortable and uneasy. I am not a very verbal person when it comes to my issues, so I am usually stuck suffering in silence.★
